Abstract
In modern science, "scientific" means "objective." However, the objective observation, in other words, the public and repeatable one, is nothing but the observation by anonymous observers. Therefore, a person in the scientific world constructed by anonymous observers is, neither "I" nor "you", but "someone anonymous." That is why the existence of "self and others" is unexpectedly experienced, with a sense of wonder, as an "anomaly in this universe." In this lecture, illustrations of several cases among famous scientists of this kind of experience with a sense of wonder are presented which are drawn from a book I wrote. Analysis of these experiences led me to the discovery of a "harder problem of consciousness." I conclude the lecture with a re-construction of this universe starting from the solipsistic world, that is, the "monad," in which the "self-others structure" is central.
