The Quest for Self―Integration in Patients with Recurrent Breast Cancer During Outpatient Treatment

Abstract

Abstract

The purpose of this study is to describe and interpret the experiences of self-integration in outpatients with recurrent breast cancer, and identify the meaning of their experiences. Non―structural interviews were conducted with four patients. The data were analyzed using qualitative and descriptive methods based on phenomenology to explore the implications of their subjective experiences. Two major themes emerged from the analysis : to accept the reality and live in the present ; and to live by one’s own values through the relationship with others. According to the Heidegger hermeneutical approach, it is rooted in temporality : the original unity of the future, the past and the present. It implies accepting painful reality, seeking for being oneself and new possibilities and living fully in the present moment. It also indicates being oneself in the open relationship with reliable others, and living at one’s own will. Even in harsh reality, achieving one’s potential would bring a better future. The results suggest that the patients direct themselves toward self-integration through these experiences. Thus, the existence of the significant others and talking to them are vital.