In the current study, “The Ambivalent World” was defined as the psychological aspect of family caregivers, in that the caregivers have a positive appraisal on caregiving even in the severe situation of having to give midnight care. The aim was to focus on the essence, and describe this world from the caregiver’s view-point.
Semi-structured interviews were carried out with caregivers, and a qualitative analysis was conducted from the view-point of phenomenological psychology.
After clarifying caregiver’s transcripts into some meaningful units, the following themes emerged. They were “Acceptance of role norm and suspicion for care role”, and “Feeling of exhaustion at midnight and self-understanding”, “Resentment and sorrow toward the frail elderly”, “Wants for physical liberation and hope for voluntary work in society”, and “Feeling of relaxation, emptiness, and anxiety about leaving the elderly to care providers”.
This result shows that caregivers’ ambivalence has been structured into these three bases as “Negotiation for achievement of role identity”, and “Practice of gratitude and thankfulness”, and “Hoping for life fulfillment”. Consequently, these bases could be reinterpreted as “Process of acquiring value through activities”.
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