The purpose of this study was to describe the experiences of mothers who have a child with chronic renal failure. An exploratory descriptive design based on a life history approach was used. Unstructured interviews were held with mothers (n=3) whose children had received continuous ambulatory peritoneal dialysis (CAPD) therapy (since ages 4, 4 and 2) and renal transplantation (at ages 5, 5 and 6, respectively) and were now nearing adulthood (ages 18, 19 and 15, respectively). This paper focuses on the changing meaning of renal transplantation. From soon after diagnosis mothers perceived renal transplantation affirmatively. After beginning CAPD therapy, an additional meaning emerged: that renal transplantation would bring the burden of CAPD therapy to an end; they believed in renal transplantation as a perfect treatment. However, following transplantation, they faced the realization that the transplant did not provide a complete cure. Mothers were very anxious about complications and aspects of daily life. The time of "hard days" lasted for at least 3-4 years for the mothers. At the time of interview, mothers had accepted the transplant decision, and their preoccupation with rejection had changed to passive and moderate resignation. As their children became more independent, mothers had time to think their own lives.
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